I'm heading out shortly for a girls get-a-way. Not just fun but refreshing renewal kinda fun. I have gone through the past few weeks on auto-pilot. but that pilot has not been Jesus. It has been me trying to fly my own plane and that's not working. I can just picture how this is working though. I'm an airplane sitting on the shoulders of a very big God and He is simply looking at me shaking his head - thinking "I wonder if she thinks she's going anywhere?" Really - He's not allowing me to crash - He's just watching me make a really bad effort to fly this plane alone. I just know He has a sense of humor. He must have one to be my father.
Satan has waged his war for the past few weeks and now its time to shut him up and out. For two wonderful weekends I get to hear the most annointed speakers I know. They speak to women and they know women. They will be ministering to me alone. They won't even realize other women are listening (at least that's usually how I feel when they are speaking). God uses them to talk to me - He uses the worship music to break me down and be ready for the word He has in store for me. I am ready - I am ready to have my cup filled up - I'm lifing it up - Come and cleanse this thirsting of my soul - bread of heaven feed me til I want no more - fill my cup - fill it up and make me whole. I've not heard that song in a long time but God put it on my heart yesterday and I just keep singing it.
Zephania 3:17 The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." He has sung over me - He wants to fill my cup.
I love you guys and pray that you have an awesome weekend. I know that I will.
Child of God. Wife, mother of four, daughter. Caregiver to my mom (former). Survivor of Breast Cancer. Advocate for Early Detection. My desire is to support others through their diagnosis and fears. I have lived through it. I have lost dear friends because of it. I Love Christian Fiction, cooking, sewing, traveling. Love sports. Atlanta Braves, LSU Football and baseball. New Orleans Saints Football. Any sport my children play. I am now addicted to blogs. I love learning about life outside of my comfort zone.